First crush

I never believed in love at first sight. Generally, you see a person, you ignore him/her, nature gives you opportunities to meet and talk but You hate each other and try to ignore each other. You never know what is waiting for you in the future. The feeling irritates you all the time and you hate to see that face around you. And then a time comes when you are addicted to its presence, you can’t stay away from it. You want to be scolded by it, you want to gain attention every time, every minute. And then sometime you start doing things that are stupid, but you know it will gain you attention. Passion turns into obsession and everything you do is governed by someone else’s presence. You think of him/her all the time. I don’t know but every time nature will make you realize how important that person is. You make plans to give a surprise and that day you don’t see her, that day you realize how much you miss her. You wont accept and you will curse her “what the hell was the problem, why dint she come, she hurts me”. We never realize the importance of things when it is close. Thats Life.... Celebrate!!!!!!!!!